Voices In My Head

Thursday, May 17, 2007

My Dream, My Desires

I dreamt about my grandma. I woke up with tears in my eyes.


I've been having this dream whereby my grandma survived her kidney failure and is still alive.


Everytime I have this dream I have the fear of losing her again.


My grandma is so real in my dreams, so real I believe she's really there. In the dream I would be able carry out all my deepest desires, to relive the past with my grandma.


I would tell her all my stories, my problems. I would help her in the kitchen. Simple things that are impossible when i'm awake.


Towards the end of the dream I just want to tell her how much I love her, how much I miss her. Tell her how much I fear of losing her again. She'd smile and tell me not to worry but i'm already crying in my dream.


And before I know it i'm awake with tears in my eyes.

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