Voices In My Head: September 2007

Been listening to sermons and reading Ps Prince's books recently and I can't help but feel so blessed.

Spiritual Warfare is a must have book for any Christian! I was suggested by Eugene to get the book about Health and Wholeness through the Holy Communion when my grandfather was ill. I was still in Shanghai then and I ordered the book online. Seeing that there were other books in the catalog I decided to get everything. Singapore Dollars + Shipment Fees = Very expensive but I was convinced that the books were gonna bless me tremendously and they did.

Its my 3rd week in 2nd year and so far it has been blessed. I'm no longer thinking that i'm living in my mistake. I used to hate my 1st year and internship mainly because I believed I made a mistake choosing the wrong course. Chosed the wrong course I may have, but its not the course thats gonna prosper me or make me a success, its Jesus. Looking back, only the blessings are real today, all the trials then seem so far behind.

If choosing the wrong course is the biggest mistake in my life, then God has definitely turned it into the greatest blessing. It was back in 1st year that I discovered the grace of God through Ps. Prince's sermons from Eugene and i've living a whole new life ever since. I still had trials, I still had my problems but I've always had the anointed word of God to get me through.

The sermons never get old, and new revelations come all the time, but this has made me 'hungrier' for more.

I want to go back to church, I haven't been attending church for more than a year. I've wanted to make a trip to Singapore to attend a few workshops in New Creation Church or simply just to attend any service in NCC but I never did. I'll try again the next time i'm back. It feels kinda like a little kid watching Disney cartoons all the time and finally having the chance to visit Disneyland. Haha.

Right now i'm in one those times when you don't exactly look happy to others but inside you're bursting with joy. Without the old gang from 1st year, I go out much less, I don't get free alcohol anymore and most of the time I seem quite alone. But 'its okay la', cause I feel anything but lonely =)

I'm really grateful to my parents to have the opportunity to be in Swiss, and even though I dislike the school even more now (the've come up with some really absurd rules) this is going to be a semester of blessings.

Thank you Jesus!